The Mickey's House

It's time to settle down!

2009-08-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

I need time to study!
I need time to rest!
I need time to play!
I need time for shopping!
I need time to meet darling!
All i need is time!

Few more weeks! I need to settle down and start focusing my exams after terrible projects and homeworks. Indeed very cool that i've actually completed some many tasks! But, i hate it! No freedom! Where's my personal time? I miss you.

Well, chiong and im done! all the best man!
Come back to me and i love to you have you a lot more and even everyday! Really!

vivilakiwi
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WHAT A MOTHER!

2009-05-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

are friends really that important to you?
are freedom so that important to you?
are enjoyment so important to you?

ARE WE IMPORTANT TO YOU?

THINK IT THIS WAY, IF WE ALWAYS GO OUT LIKE WHAT YOU DOES, WHAT WILL HAPPEN?
OUR HOUSE WILL BE LIKE HOTEL, A PLACE WHERE YOU JUST REST AFTER ENJOYING OUTSIDE FOR THE WHOLE DAY!

OUR HOUSE WILL BE IN A F BIG MESS AND NO BODY CARES!

do you even care about what we think?
you only think and care about yourself! you are so selfish! i just hate when you never know you mistakes and always say that you were never wrong!
please! even though you dont spare a thought for us, but at least for B and D! they need you more than we do!

whatever! i know you wont realise your mistakes until things really happen!
where's the original you!
F. friends had made you like this!
you were never like this!
HATE IT!

vivilakiwi

NO NO

2009-05-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

Having all the shit coming together at one go is the same as having stomach cramp for a month!
The feeling is damn bad!6 hours of sleep?!
Although it sounds alright but it goes on and on for weeks? How bad that it be?

No matter what, gotta work harder for this sem! I PROMISED I WILL!
Gotta do some results.
Other things all move aside and focus!
Determination i all i need! i just wanna get over and done with.
I got no spare time to think of other things.
I hope you get what i mean and i really mean it.
Dont make me nag and push. Its really energy consuming!
You are mature enough to think and i know you can do it! Prove it to me okay?
I got faith in you!(:
Remember what you promise me! Dont break your promises as it will break my heart. Really.

I LOVE LIFE!

I LOVE MY FAMILY!

I LOVE YOU!

vivilakiwi

LOVE LIFE

2009-05-03T06:30:00.000-07:00

Just hate it when...

people deny on the amount of money i borrowed them and argue.

people refuses to return anything (money) after several reminder!

men rely on women on money! Useless men!

what happen to all man-kind?
has the environment made you change or was it just because of youself?
world changes so do man-kind
dont regret when its too late

cherish your love ones
cherish your health
cherish the world
cherish what you have
LOVE LIFE!(:

vivilakiwi

TRUTH

2009-04-24T07:21:00.000-07:00

love it when you are true to me

love it when you admit your mistakes to me

love it when you know who to make me happy

love it when I'm NUMBER 1 in your heart

even if you did something wrong, i will forgive you if you are true to me

COMMUNICATION & TRUTH are the key factors making us together

love you DARLING!(:

vivilakiwi

Coming soon?!

2009-04-23T06:13:00.000-07:00

2012 end of the world?

what should i be doing now?
what are the most important things in your life?
leaving this world with not regrets?

sometimes when we faced some difficulties, we always say LIFE SUCKS!
but, ain't we still carry on living happily?
always look on the bright side
things ain't as difficult as you think.
never make assumption without putting any effort trying

always remember:

I LOVE MY FAMILY

I LOVE MY DARLING

I LOVE MY FRIENDS

I LOVE EVERYTHING I HAVE

I LOVE VIVIEN

VIVIEN ROCKS THE WORLD!

vivilakiwi

Things can never be the same when we grow older

2009-03-01T07:36:00.000-08:00

Finally have some spare time to blog.
After fighting against time and exams, it is finally time for me to rest and relax!

Time flies
White hair vs. black hair.
Woman vs. girl
Work vs. R&R
Money vs. time
Young vs. old

Many things had changed and many things ran through my head and passes by my life.
18 is approaching, 17 is biding goodbye soon.
How I wish I could get back to my happiest moment had in my life.

Getting older day by day, mindset should change.
I have to think and understand problems deeper and further.

Knowing what's right and what's wrong.
Knowing what should I do and what I should not be doing.
Knowing how to see people in this society

I will be stronger!
I promise!

Love my family lots.

viviLAKIWI

New Year New Resolution

2009-01-02T07:03:00.000-08:00

Time flies and 1 year has past and i'm getting older too!

its time to bid farewell to 2008
Goodbye 2008 and Hi 2009!
hoping that you will be a stable and prosperous one
minds are cleared
dreams are coming
im still who i am

New Year New Resolution
Play Hard; Study Smart
More money for Shopping Trips
Save more money for my future and rainy days
Darling will love me more and more
More time for family and friends outing

i promise to do what a prefect girlfriend should do
giving you respect
giving you space to breathe
giving you freedom
giving you time for your friends
not disturbing you when you are:
playing games
talking to friends
busy working
busy schooling

we shall be the most lovely and sweet couple ever and forever!
I LOVE YOU DARLING!
2 MORE DAYS!:D

vivilakiwi

Holidays SPECIAL

2008-12-26T06:20:00.000-08:00

17 Dec- Project and Christmas Shopping
When to school for project, in the end, nothing was done and we starting doing quiz. BOY SANE. LOL. After which went shopping with Jo, Xinhe and Jaz. Sales everywhere! ARGH! but im on my own this month so cant spend much! bought only a pair of sandals at Charles and Keith.(:

18 DEC- Christmas LIGHT-UP
Though we didn't did much pre-event set-ups, we enjoyed ourselves in this event. On top of that, it is our first volunteering event! We got to see how different types of event will need different types of skills and talent!

22 DEC- Twilight and Christmas Shopping

Few of us went to watch twilight together in cineleisure orchard! Although there were only 5 of us, Jo, Hong, Jaz, Yuhua and Me, hilarious things happened during the movie! JAZ IS ROBERT-CRAZY! SHE'S CRAZY ABOUT HIM! HAHA. Poor Yuhua and me, we were the victims during the movie. She hit us when robert is in the sence. When we say robert is suave, she will hit us and SAY HE'S MINE! HAHA. OKAY OKAY! HE'S YOURS OKAY? MRS PATTISON! HAHA. After that, Jaz and me went for Christmas shopping. Jieting and liqin joined us after their project! Once again, we told them about the KL incident about jolyn! HAHA. Shopped for Christmas presents! Too busy and crowded to take photos.

Liqin and Jaz

23 DEC-Pre-Christmas Gaming
Actually this gathering should be a potluck and gaming gathering, due to some problems that we'd faced, we ought to change this gathering to a gaming and dinner at NYNY gathering.

7 of us! Jo, Hong, Liqin, Bing, Jieting, Jaz and Me. The rest were not free and some last min back out. Well, it's okay. We did enjoyed ourselves although there's only 7 of us plus my brother! 8! Played some games and most importantly midnight majong! damn cool can!(: love it! IM THE WINNER! HAHA. what a pity! we forgotten to take PHOTOS! ARGH! it's alright!(: we did enjoyed! YEAH! hope that everyone can make it on the next gathering.(:

24 DEC- Christmas Dinner cum Count-down

Finally met them for Christmas eve dinner! SAME PLACE NYNY! its not my decision alright! we got no choice as most of the places were fully booked. Well, the dining area was A BIT small for 11 people! LOL. Miss you guys so much can! After that, we went to suli place for majong again! HAHA! taitai's lifestyle? haha. OKAY! i didnt sleep for the whole night can! great achievement! played in between and majong! haha. IM THE WINNER OF THE DAY AGAIN!

P.S How stress! Thinking of ways to win!

25 DEC- Family Day

Spent my time with my family on this special day! We went to sakae sushi for teppanyaki. Although the food were SO-SO, we still enjoyed ourselves. CHARLES CHIA! he spent time with his friends on this day and came back at 4am! you owe us a treat! HAHA.(: love my family!MUACKS!

Waiting for darling to be back! Counting down! 9 more days!(:

Love you darling! Merry Christmas darling!(:

vivilakiwi

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KL Trip

2008-12-17T10:22:00.000-08:00

Just came back from KL! Though it was just 3D2N, i do enjoyed the time spent with you guys (Jaz, Cheng Ning, Yan Hong, Xin He, Jo and Ms Koh). Frankly speaking, most of the time we were in the bus sleeping! quite wasted but what to do, traffic jams! argh! After all, we do had fun together yeah! Shopping was the best! Nice Shopping place! Nice Food! i shall go with my family and friends there again! Not forgetting the photos that we took during the trip! Gorgeous!(:

vivilakiwi

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FINALLY

2008-12-17T08:29:00.000-08:00

Finally! Date settled and we met today! brought their the other half. poor me! longed for darling's presence at that moment desperately!
well, we went to Pastamania for lunch and went for shopping. Apparently, there's limited places we can shop! SINGAPORE so SMALL! so we decided to sit down and coffee bean and drink coffee and chit chat. LOL. TAITAI's fav!
although, that's plentiful of things that we shared with one another, we are getting restless and bored. thus, we decided to come over to my place for MAJONG session! ages ever since I've touched the tiles! miss those days girls! guess what? I'M THE WINNER! jealous? NEH! won 10 bucks! small sum but i feel so proud of myself!:D
planning and organising the next outing and shall be triple date! waiting for darling to be back! they longed to see him! HAHA.

p.s. thanks people! i enjoyed myself today! looking forward to the next outing!

p.p.s menda, I'm waiting for some conclusion! really not bad!(:

p.p.p.s lovely couple! you two can try to be more mushy a BIT more hor!:D JKJK! thanks for your presences! enjoyed myself with you guys!(:

vivilakiwi
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IDEAS

2008-12-10T01:47:00.000-08:00

i had some ideas on the things that i can do with my darling on the 1 year anniversary!
lots of ideas has been instantly popping out after watching some variety shows!

ice skating!
ice-cream day!
k-boxing day!

I'm not too sure what's the best and if darling will like it or not!
shall think about it and decide when the dates are nearer!

when he's around, i take him for granted.
when he's around, i never cherish him.
when he's around, i rarely think for his welfare.
how selfish i am as a girlfriend!

when he's not around, i miss his presence.
when he's not around, i miss his laughter.
when he's not around, i miss his everything!
what a girlfriend i am!

time is the period for me to realise many things and i shall take this time as a chance for me to learn how to be his wonderful darling!

i really love him so much!
neither do i wish to leave him nor life without him.
it will be damn miserable!

darling: i promise you to love you as much as you do and fulfill what a best girlfriend should be!
i'll change and be as wonderful as what you wish me to be!
learning how to be a good girlfriend! I LOVE YOU DARLING!:D

vivilakiwi
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6 days without darling

2008-12-09T08:25:00.000-08:00

6 days without darling.
feel very uneasy, terrible and lost.

although we msg, qq and chat on the phone, i still miss my darling.
this is the first time he's not with me for 1 month!
he will be only back next year.
how i wish he can be with me now.

as time goes by, i feel that life without him is meaningless.
however, i feel that this is the time for me to know and realise how important he is to me!
i will love him more, cherish him more and appreciate him more.

hope that he can be back soon!

love him lots!

miss him lots!

vivilakiwi
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Busy days

2008-11-20T17:28:00.000-08:00

Didnt have time to blog for quite sometime. I shall update my blog on the activities that i've done for the past few weeks.

The Activities
-secondary school uniform day

-homeworks

-proposal

-work

-mummy's birthday

-mum's birthday

-meet-up with ex-4E1

-breathe event

-photo "taking"

-The UL Club

and many more...(:

Secondary School Uniform Day
most of our classmates wore their secondary school uniform on this special day just for fun! HAHA!:D It was also our prsentation day for our ZBURSH objects.(: It was also regina's birthday!(: We sang birthday songs for her after her presentation for IDEAS.(: After school, we went to the manhatten fish market for lunch!(: We had lots of fun together!(: We took several photos too! Shall upload after jazreel (slow pig) to upload the photos and send to everyone of us. HAHA.(;

HOMEWORKS AND PROPOSAL
lots of assignments waiting for me to touch and complete! ARGH!
hate this sem man!
all the modules so hard! Struggle!
i shall complete it ASAP before week 7 and revise for my term tests soon!:(
JIAYOU!(:

Work
This is the only way for me to spend time with him. He always work and didnt have time tgt.:(
Well, saving for our future. JIAYOU!

Mummy's Birthday(31/1o) cum Mum's Birthday(30/10)!
Together with darling we went shopping for mummy and mum birthday presents. Hard time deciding what to get for them. Finally, we bought a guess wallet which cost $89.90 for mummy and an espirt bag which cost about $70+ for mum!(: HEY! is just one day different! COOL!:D

Meet-up with ex-4E1
Miss you guys to the MAX can! We can only get some of us for lunch! SP ex4E1.(:
Though it was just a short and small lunch gathering, we shall meet more often okay?(: Cheers! Good luck for your Term tests!(:

BREATHE
Togther with most of my classmates, we went for another outside event again! This is the first time we are going to be paid! $87 dollars la! Is like $8 per hour? HAHAH! Fun la! we also dance like the way we dance in pub! WOOT!!!:D ANDREW CHAO was the DJ!:D cool!

Photo "Taking"
Getting and grabbing phtos from jaz, mr chin and also the others for the past events.(: i shall upload them at the end of the post!(:

UL CLUB
The recent club tht we are in which consist of JIETING, CHENGNING, LIQIN and ME. However, today, we recurit one more new member! YONG YUHUA! YEAH!!! MORE funds MORE outing! YEAH! haha. Let's continue to UL!(: LOL

Though i guess there's more things that i've done, but seriously! i cant remember! haha. STM LA! DUH! Cheers!(:

vivilakiwi

School

2008-10-23T07:17:00.001-07:00

OH NO! 2nd week now! so soon will be 4th week and im going to have my term tests. 8 modules!:(
Im still not really for everything. Everything seems to be so hard! cant get myself into study mood. HOW!!!

Just finish doing my press release! so hard la. so alien to me! hate this module! COMMUNICATION!:(

Econs too!:( Struggling! Trying my best to overcome it!
I CAN DO IT!:D
Cant wait for Holidays! Hate studying man! Why must we study?

viviLAKIWI
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How Long?!

2008-10-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

It has been months ever since i lasted blogged? I guess.
Well, last few months were really busy months for me. Didnt managed to enjoy my holidays! How SAD!
Oh well, its okay! At least i got to earn money, gain experiences and also MAKE NEW FRIENDS!
During events and work, i got to make quite a number of new friends. HOW COOL!:D
I also got "PROMOTED" to be trained as a VIP server. The experience that i had was really mavalleous!
Though the process was quite hard and tedious and also DEMANDING, i had gain more skills and knowledge!
Times flies and its time for me to get matured in my thinking and the ways that i handle matters.
This few months, i guess i had grow up much more! The theory of how to handle with personal relationship and also human relationships)

In fact, many things in this world had always seems to be true but in actual fact, you are being cheated! True enough to say that humans are selfish and will only thnk about their own welfare.
That's life. Accept the fact!

Well, getting older day by day, its time for me to save up for my future with baby. I know that i'm lack of the saving knowledge, i will try my very best in saving for our future! I PROMISE!

BABY:well, though many things had happened during this few months, i feel that we got to realised that promise that we had made to one another aint enough. ACTION speak more than words. So we shall prove to everyone and also to one another. I had faith in you! Prove to me that i'm not wrong okay?

LEEHOM CONCERT! argh! temptation!
JAY CHOU NEW SONGS! not bad!

viviLAKIWI
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LONG TIME

2008-09-16T05:38:00.000-07:00

it has been weeks ever since i last blogged.
well, this holidays were really a tiring and busy one.
BUSY WITH:

PAP STUFF

WORKING

VOLUNTEERING

...

busy!
sorry guys, unable to meet up with you all this few weeks.
i promise to arrange a date for you guys!
see ya soon!

hope that i will be able to go to hong kong before school starts!
SHOPPING!
i will make myself free for that.
(:

money money money!
i need you! HAHA.
everything need money! ARGH!
saving my earnings.(:

vivien 160908

My Darling

2008-09-02T07:08:00.000-07:00

Darling and ME(:

After so long, finally came into QQ(something like chinese msn, but in China version)

suddenly, gotten some offline message form my Darling!

He told me is a song lyrics and he told me that it matches to what he want to express to me.(:

The lyrics was really sweet!(:

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DARLING!(:

here's the message that he send me

(though most of it is in chinese, but really appreaciate his effort!)

愛喫月餠皮 2008-09-02 01:59:24

路不是一开始就非常顺畅

爱也不是一开始就很辉煌

懊冒跌到你还好都在身旁

每个眼神都是我精神食粮

看着你那么包容体谅让我

决定尽全力送你全世界最好的

i don't wanna lose you and i will always love you

你是我的老婆出走明天就交给我

i don't wanna leave you hold how much i love you

你是我的最爱没有任何人能把你替代

my heart...oh...

谁不希望跟爱的人爱到老

谁不想早上起床有人拥抱

爱情这东西没有人会不要

但幸福要靠两人把手牵好

看着你那么善解人意让我

决定我相信你是全世界最好的

i don'wanna lose you and i will always love you

你是我的老婆出走明天就交给我

i don't wanna leave you hold how much i love you

你是我的最爱没有任何人能把你替代

i don'wanna lose you and i will always love you

你是我的老婆你的快乐就交给我

i don't wanna leave you hold how much ilove you

你是我的最爱没有任何人能把你替代

my heart for you

i don'wanna lose you and i will always love you

你是我的老婆出走明天就交给我

i don't wanna leave you hold how much i love you

你是我的最爱没有任何人能把你替代

i don'wanna lose you and i will always love you

你是我的老婆你的快乐就交给我

i don't wanna leave you hold how much ilove you

你是我的最爱没有任何人能把你替代

my heart for you

独白:谢谢你这么多年来一直照顾

我希望我们这辈子永远这么甜蜜的一直下去

谢谢你老婆

thank you darling!

i love you so much and i want to spend the rest of my life with you.

all my next lives too!(:

he also bought me a pair of mickey mouse and minnie mouse key chain! VERY CUTE! its magnetic!(: i shall take a photo and post it in my next post!(:

vivien 020908

Teacher's Day

2008-09-02T05:51:00.000-07:00

Mrs Teo, Tao Lee and Us!

Yang Zheng and Me

Me, Corinne and Larissa

Yang Zheng, Me, Sasi and Japheth

SSS Visitor Pass (V stands for Vivien)HAHA

Ever since exams starts, i didnt manage to come and blog.
too busy.

well, its about 2 weeks already! so i shall say about the happenings.(:
the last day of my paper! 280808! it was also my 8th month anniversary with my darling!(:
he brought me to Chinatown to had dinner in a Chinese restaurant.(his hometown food!(:)though, I'm not used to the foods that he eat but i tried!(:
the beef was really NICE!(:

then we went shopping around chinatown.(p.s:though the shopping was boring but having darling around me, everything its alright!(:)

On Friday,290808,teachers day celebration in FAJAR.
a few of us went back to FAJAR.
saw Mr Lee and Mrs Yap, had a small talk with them.
time flies so fast and o level are coming in less than 2 months.
miss those days in school studying for my o levels with my friends.
well, good luck to all my juniors who are taking n level and o level!(:

well, most of our teacher was posted to other school and our form teacher, Mrs Teo went to SSS.
thus, we went to SSS to give her a surprise and visit her after such a long period of time.
MISS HER SO MUCH!
she is the one who has given me all the support. THANKS MRS TEO!
you had impacted my life!(:
what a coincidence! she was teaching Tao Lee chemistry when we visit her.
TAO LEE, The Singapore Swimmer!(:
She is really very friendly and sociable.
she is also very filial! heard of what she has done for her parents. so lovely and sweet!
after which we had some small talks together with Mrs Teo, Tao lee and my sweet 4E1 classmates! (:
we also took some photos with Tao lee and Mrs Teo. (:
and also a MINI autographing session!(TAO LEE was my friends fav!)

After which, i had a small gathering with my sisters!(:
we went to bukit batok for K!
it was really fun! we sang until dont want to go! HAHA.(:
FINALLY get to sing after my stress exams weeks!(:
WOOT!!!! Exams finally over!(:
HOLIDAYS NOW! but still busy with upcoming events.
its okay! all worth the price!(:
JIAYOU!

On Sunday, i went to take part in the SMRT race with my classmates!(:
this time round we had a change of team mates!(:
I'm with denise, yan hong and jie ting!(:
we are given clues and complete five stations.
it was really fun! not as tiring as the night race that we had on 25th July.
the goodie bags given were also very GOOD la! BODY SHOP! ENG HWA! HAHA!
we want to participate the race again next year!(:

working tomorrow in Singapore Binenale with jaz.
hope that its okay!

vivien 020908

what had happened?

2008-08-17T07:30:00.000-07:00

this few days was EEEEWWWWW!
MUGGING for my exams! but cant get it into my head! ARGH!
hate this feeling!

endure for 4 more days! 280808!
CONSTRUCTION! MATERIAL!

hate it when all my friends are having hols now!
well, its time for me to find jobs after exams.
need CASH~
everything in the world is MONEY!
NO MONEY NO SHOPPING!:(
shopping rocks!(:

hong kong is waiting for me!
but the weather! argh!
shall see how!:(

well, today is end of BEIJING olympics!:(
very sad! cant get to see my lift weighting and ping pong!:(
during the closing show, i saw my fav! LEE HOM AND RAIN! OMG LA!
they sang together with the other artists! he look so COOL!
the closing show was better than the opening i think.(:
well done to CHINA!
but well, 2012! LONDON OLYMPICs! haha!(:

vivien 240808

Online Shopping Day?

2008-08-16T02:25:00.000-07:00

Ever since 1130am,
I started to online shop till 0330 as i got to go out.

What a coincidence!
Jazreel was also online shopping!
HAHA! exchanging of websites and informing one another about the items that we purchased.

I know she miss me too much! HAHA! almost everyday can see me but not today!
Oh...Faithful! Dont be sad! (p.s called Jazreel FAITHFUL as we had some hand signal)

Oh well, i bought 2 dresses, 2 causal shoes(sandals), 2 top for my darling and a vest!
Guess how much i spent?
S$139.80!!! OMG!
A lot right? I thought so too. HAHA!

What a Lovely Saturday but my darling got to work so he cant accompany me. :(
Well, its okay!(:
Cheers! HAHA!

so bothered by the portfolio matter! ARGH! Monday i will hand up! LOL
EARLY IN THE MORNING AT 8am! Siao! HAHA. The earlier the better la!(:

p.s. JAZREEL, dont miss me too much although i know you will. HAHA. i will miss you also. HAHA!

time to go out.

vivien160808

TODAY isn't my day!

2008-08-15T06:53:00.000-07:00

Rushing all the things that i need to hand up for my portfolio but what happen in the end?
Remember to help the other to hand in but not mine!
ARGH!
what am i thinking and what am i doing!

ZOMBIE DAY!
slept for only 4 hours!

physically and mentally not right!

hope that ms lee wont deduct my marks.

vivien 150808

Tiring!

2008-08-13T22:10:00.000-07:00

Tiring day!
FINALLY finish most of the things needed to be included in the portfolio.
NOW, it's time for me to get started with all my revisions! Time is running out! ARGH!
Go Go Go!
For the past few days, Jazreel and me met up early in the morning till late evening. We "studied" together in library. Haha. I mean, we were doing our portfolio together and also some revision for IT and Law.
First, we went to the project room,
then down to the open study area,
then back to the same project room.
HAHA! i mean.

After all exams will be HOLIDAY! cant wait for it!(:
sorry darling, this few days i'm unable to meet up for dates. I know you will understand me!(: study hard ok? i will update you as and when i'm free!(:
i love you!
i miss you!(:
after exams,280808, we shall go meet up for our 8th Month ok?
luckily the exams ends on 280808. Phew!
promise me you will study for you papers ok? the dates are closer and closer!
im really worried for you!

vivien 140808

Girls

2008-08-12T02:55:00.000-07:00

well, i know that all of us are really hurt after such incident happen, but we shall just forget about it and put it aside ok?
our lives still have to carry on.
we shall look forward for tomorrow and tomorrow will be a better day!

we shall work hard for our term tests and get over and done with it. (STRESS!)

Lena: I've saw your blog. Im really not blaming you lena.
really, i had never make a conclusion out of it.
i just stay neutral and pretend nothing had happen.
if my words hurts you, im really sorry.
i know the incident that happened hurts.
but we will throw it aside and look forward.
we are going to be classmates and friends.
throw aside everything ok?
i know its difficult and i know im in no position to tell you to do so, but i really hope that we still can smile and talk with one another.(:

same goes to dajie, if you feel hurt, im really sorry too.

Dajie: Saw your blog and knew that you went to watch the fireworks. But raining.):
i didnt manage to watch cause we were eating steamboat only manage to hear the fireworks and some lightings.):
well, its ok, there's still next time for you to watch with him.(:
well, i know that the incident hurts. but lets put everything aside ok? as what you said. forget about it. but im really hurt when i saw your previous entry. im really hurt by all your words. but no matter what i've forgotten everything. so i hope you will also forget about everything.

Tomorrow will be a better day.(:

vivien 120808

All the Unhappiness!

2008-08-08T04:29:00.000-07:00

This few days, many things happen and im really very upset and scared!
Many unpleasant things happen between us.
2 of us, heard things that were really unpleasant and were really upsetting.
Are we suppose to know?
We are caught in a very difficult position.
We are very lost! We dont know what to do the next step.
Treat as nothing happen or ask them?
But i really felt very hurt and thinking why such incident will happen to me.
Ain't we suppose to work together and have fun together?

After so much project work together, though we argued several times, why things still remain the same?
We were so close last time but what happen?
Why must we store all our unhappiness inside and not voicing out?
Why things doesn't change like what we want?

Im really very disappointed.
But what can i do?

We are all humans, we do have feelings.
How would you feel if your heard something bad about you. Furthermore, coming from your close friends!
Why can she just stand in our position and think about it?
What happen?
The world is changing so rapidly. So are the people.
I really hope things do change and remain world peace and also peace between human relationship.

After having much discussion, i hope that everything will really change and will be fine.
Tomorrow will be a better day!(:
Looking forward to meet my darling!(:
We are going to watch the fireworks!
Exciting and Romantic!(:
im gonna to tell a lot of things to my darling!
MISS him so much!:)

Most importantly, today is 080808! HUAT AH!:D
Lucky day? I dont know.):
the beijing olympic opening ceremony will be very exciting!
looking forward to 8.08pm!
Exciting!

Note to faithful (p.s: you should know who you are! HAHA):-
Really very heart pain seeing you cry and things end up so badly.
Im really very upset too.):
Cheer up ok? We shall be there for one another!
That's what Best friends are for.(:
I hope that everything will run smoothly.
Tomorrow will be a better day!:)

vivien 080808